Thursday, September 23, 2010

Konkani Kotha: XIRAP



XIRAP
- Boroupi: Norman Noronha (Navelim/Kuwait)


Trin---tring---trin---.tring ghorantlea telefonachi bell vazli, punn konnuch to uklina zalo. Thoddea vellan anekdam fon kelo. Fon vaztaloto pun receiver ukolpak ghorant konn na astolo oxem somzun, hanv fon dovorpak kori itlean konnem tori barik avazar halooo mhontlem tednam, mhojem mon dadhoslem. Konn uloita vichar kortoch, barik talleache ostoren apunn Gregorichi avoy mhunn sanglem.

“Hanv Gregoricho ixtt uloitam. Kuveit savn ailam. Kosi asa tum?” hanvem vicharlem.

“Asa borim baba. Yetat te dis dukoltam borem magun”, tinnem zodd talean mhontlem. Gregorichi bail ani tanchim bhurgim ghorant asat zalear, tannem dilolem parcel ghevn tanchea ghora yevchi mhoji khuxi ukthaili tedna tinnem mhonnlem “baba tim khuim vetat, keddna ghorantlim bhair sortat, keddna ghorant portotat hem mhaka konn sangtta re puta? Ghorant yevnk vell zavpachem kharan chukonn vicharlear, mhaka kiteak poddlam? Ho ulot vichar Randun dovorlam tem susegadin kha mhunn, urfatem mhaka sangtat”

Hoi, mhojea ixttano. Atanchea tempar zanntte mon’xanchi hich halot zalea. Tankam konn respet-man dinant. Lhan bhurgim pasun tankam xapottam sangtat. Hem aikun thoddim avoy-bapui hanstat ani bhurgeank tenkho ditat. Tankam hi ek movjechi gozal dista. Punn, ugddass dhorat, jem aiz tum, tuje maim-paik korta tem faleam tuji bhurgim tukai korit…………

Jivitbhor amcho kuidad amcho avoy-bapui kortat. Zolman amkam haddun amchim poilim panvlam amchea hatak dorun amkam xikoitat. Borem xikop divun amkam vhodd monis tim kortat. Mhonntoch, hea tanche soglle teag tim kortat tem farik korunk Dev amkam ek sondi dita ani ti mhollear, tanchea zanntteponnar ami tankam bore bhaxen vagunk. Punn, kitli zonnam hem sozmota gai? Amcho avoy-bapui zanntti zatat, duent zatat, osokt zatat. Hem pollevn amkam khub dukh bhogta. Hea vellar tancho kuidad ghevop ek sompe kam’ nhoi. Zo konn aple avoy-bapaik man ani respet diun tanche mhatarponnar tankam sangat dita, tancher Dev khorench axirvad ghalta.

Kristi Dhormacho ek vhodlo mandament mhollear Tujea avoy ani bapaik manan lekunk (honour your father and mothe) Jedna ami avoy-bapaichi seva kortat teddna ami Devachi seva kortanv.

Aslo ek ghorabo. Hea ghorabean ekvottan ravpi avoy-bapui ani tancho ekloch mhalgodo kazari put, sunn ani tanchim sobit dog bhurgim cheddo ani cheddum. Kuttumban sogllem moi-mogan choltalem. Put, Gulfant nokri kortalo. Sunn ganvchea iskolant tticherichem kam’ korchem korun ghorantlem kam’ polletali. Bhurgeancho poromos kortanam sasu-maim-paichi samball kortali. Ek dis avchit ghorachea vhoddill motorsaikolik aptun thoimchea thoim moronn ailem. Dukhan, ghorabeacher khallo podd’do ghatlolo. Bapaichea interak put ghora ailo ani horan matiechem khan matiek dilem. Bapaychea mornnam uprant, putan nazuk adhunink marbles bosoun novem ghor bandlem. Novea ghorant zanntti sasumaim sobhona oxem sunnek dislem. Ghorje viret kismisavam kortali. Sasu-maink ghorachea fuddlean bhair-bhitor sorunk zainaslem,. Tichea payamni marbles mhelle zatat mhunn tika fokot fattlea darantlean bhair-bhitor sorunk sunnecho hukum aslo. Ghorkarachea avoy poros, marbles tika vhodd asle.

Bhurgim vhaddtalim. Apli avoy, xamaim thaim kosli vaitt sulug korta tem, dollebhor polletalim. Xamain nattvank dhekik kiteim-i sanglear tika portean zap ditalim. Vait borem sangunk mummy asa mhunn tika ugddas kori. Bhurgeanchi vangnnunk vhoddilamsovem pollevn, bhurgeanchi avoy khuxen hanstali. Ghorant addkoll zatolean, fonavelean avoycheo naka zal’li khobri sangun gulfan susegadin kam’ kortolea ghorkarachem mon zanntte avoy sovem koddu kori. Fonavelean avoy thaim mogan ulovnchea bodla put, bailecheo khobro aikun avoycher ragachea utrancho pavs ottoitalo.

Vorsache sutten ghora ailolo teddna koslench motte kharan nastona ghorkarachea dolle add sasu-maim thaim kestanv mandlem. Hench nib ghevn zanntte avoyk ghorantli bhair sorun vochunk sang mhunn aplea ghorkarak poratunk lagli. Khuim vechi kai mhunn, udhas zaun zanntti avoy roddtali. Zanntelea ghorant bhorti kortat mhunn sotasot ekach tallean put-sunnen zap dili. Poixeanchi fikir korinastana susegadin thoim ravpak zatalem oxem tika tannim sanglem. Zanntteaponnar apnnaleach ghorant ravun morum di mhunn avoy putak lagim magtali. Punn baile vatten pez subeij aslolean, avoychea khuxebhair tannem tika Azilan ghalpacho nirnnoy ghetlo. Tichea khobrek chukun pasun tim vochonaslim.

Azilache ani tiche korchak poixe mhunn put direct dhaddun ditalo. Putachem ani sunnechem bheimanponn chintun tichea kallzak vhodd dhoko boslo ani ek dis Azilachea odhikreamni fon korun tichi vaitt poristithi sangli ani thoddea disamni ti sompli.
Thoddea vorsamni ghorkarachi gulfantli nokri geli. Dusre komponint nove nokre khatir vorzo keleo punn kosloch faido zaunk nam. Rabito vo residence permit khobar zaun ganv-ghora yevncho poddlem. Bank-ant sugur kelole duddu lohu-lohu khobar zale.

Baileche pagaracher ghoracho despez choltalo. Mhonntoch, ghorachem raj ti choloytali. Ghorkarak matui respet dinasli. Bekar lovddi zalolean ghorantle xita-ghoteak lagon kam’ kortalo. Eksuro astana avoycho ugddas korun khub roddtalo. Zanntteponnar tika tras dile ani apleacher mhattarponn yevnche adinch bail-bhurgeamni tras divnk suru kele mhunn humallealim roddunk bostalo.

Xevttak itlench sangunk sodtam. Avoy-bapaiche ami xirap ghevnche nhoi. Amche pasot tannim zaitem kelam tor ami tanche passot thodde bhov korchem. Thoddo tori vellantlo vell kaddun tanche sangatak sarcho. Internet-ar bosun games khellchea poros, ghorantle zantte vhoddilam sovem ill’loso vell gozali korun sarcho mhunn amche bhurgeank sodanch xikouchem.

Ghorchea kamamni zanntteleanchi budd ghenvchi Bhair-bhitor sortana tankam sangun vechem. Zanttelim ghorant asop mhonnchem ek respetacho ani manacho ghorabo zata. Tanchea magnneamni Devchea subadenneamni bhorlolo kuttumb zata. Kaim zannank dusro upay nam zaun zantteleank azilant ghalchim poddtat. Chodd korun pordesant asloleank. Kaim horkot nam. Punn jeddna Goeam suttean yetanam tankam ghora haddun tancho poromus korcho, hoch mhozo anvddo.